almost blank mind ... I think I got to touch that state of mind. only trying feel and understand to describe it. thought only how to define the state in which nothing but this, took my head. This and the awareness of how relaxed this moment that seemed literally infinite, it was all I could think and feel. And I can not even ensure that we thought or feel something worthwhile. I'm about to tell the facts.
was in a jacuzzi whose capacity was more than 20 people, but it was empty. With bubble jets unchecked, only my heartbeat and my breathing at water level (head leaning like a turtle or a crocodile) disturbed the quiet of it, which allowed reflect, as a perfect mirror, the cloudy landscape windswept taking place beyond the glass. And at intervals, he remembered the sun to heat peek a little earth and all that with its rays could reach.
I felt like a warm air mass rising by differences in density and pressure around me. The concerns were absent, had disappeared at that time had no place, in such circumstances could not be more than a burden that would not give even one second of attention, win or privilege on my mood.
My Feelings followed and renewed every moment, with every heartbeat and breath, and overlapping pushing so I do not know what the hell was experiencing. My thoughts and Reason (otherwise) my consciousness were seeking to explain to myself what I was feeling, looking to Once more precise words to express and translate it into our limited communication system, so inferior to the ability to convey our feelings. Finally, my feelings found the perfect setting for ordered and occupy new positions in the castle of my priorities.
remembered a very appropriate phrase: "do not waste the sun on a rainy day" . I do. And another phrase: "Make every calamity an opportunity" (Winston Churchill). And I do. I've been doing that for quite some time. And it works.
review of everything I've learned since I have use of reason. What I have offered and reported each experience and how I lived, used, and lessons that I have out clearly. Or at least the mistakes that I should not to repeat, it is not to hurt me, not to hurt other people. At that time I was more aware of myself than before, if possible. Everything seemed in order. And it was.
A sore on my left ankle (just left) kept me from being 100%, but was only one aspect physical for my spirit and my psyche were renewed, following the royal decrees established by my government, following the proposed deadlines for the management of my person and behavior.
And after all this and to test myself, I sought the turning point. Something where you set the reference from which has matured my current status.
Maybe everything was (and remains still) a great lesson, a conspiracy for my learning.
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